this post was presented to Angelina Leni Ayu Wardhani
the one who always be a nice person to chat or talk with.
the one who always be with me even the darkness night.
when i was hiding from everything.
and nobody to ease my pain
she will stay remain.
love may go
but friendship not.
this is what you always said to me
i always remembering you. in my spare time. i'm used to remembering you as the forever friend that just like in the tale.
angel, wherever you are now.
you need to know,
that the three and half years, we've been together was the greatest time with you.
that i'm no need to take my self die.
you've in there when i broke up.
you've in there when i'm feeling guilty.
you've in there when nobody was.
there's no word i can't say other than thank you.
if it's not you.
if it's not you, when i'm in the worst condition.
if it's not you. when i'm so down and kneeling my feet
when i can't even looked into my face.
if there is no you,
maybe i was died.
dead because all the painful things i've been experienced in my life.
dead because i've never learned something from this pain.
dead because my dream was taken away.
but i know, you are the angel sent by God,
not with those wings, and shiny face, that i can't even remark.
i am sorry,
i've never told you about how i enjoyed to take time with you.
when we ate the "babi kecap and ice cream together"
i'll bring another babi kecap. with smile in your eyes, we'll eat it together like the last time we did it. :)
that's what you said.
and all of this.
culminate in one sentence
actually i've misses my old friend, friend i can share, freind i can depend on, friend i can trust
i missed how we used to be, one to another, care each other, protect each other,
so angel, just take care there.
and for you, God, thank you for your guardian angel you've sent.
that's was off-beat, remarkable thinks.