Despite the cheating, lies and the way things didn't work out, I still
love you for who you are, and whether you willingly admit it, I know
there is a place in your heart for me.
You lock it away and sometimes
disregard it, its not enough to reject other by, but it's enough
to remember me by. Even though I'm not always there, and the intricate
hardships that complicate my life, are not your burden to carry. I feel
like you see my pain, and have a subtle yet distinct way of loving me,
which brightens my day when I'm feeling low.
You warm my heart when you
tell me I am good enough, and although it's not openly said, their is a
kind of love that ties us together, but equally drags us apart. It's a
safe kind of love, one that can be intercepted or temporarily forgotten.
But that can always be redeemed and replenished. You are a beautiful
mistake to me, and I know you think I don't see it. Your beauty and kind
soul, but I see it more than anyone. And feel like you have the right
to know. I never am open about my thoughts and the things that I keep
locked away, are often for good reasons. But you are that beautiful
someone, who to me, despite relationships, distractions or consequence,
have a place in my heart, and I love you for the person that you are. I
won't ever ask for your forever, or even a functional relationship.
You
and I work differently to that, and at the moment, at this stage in
life, where we both are, it somehow works. Amongst the mess of
uncomplicating everything that is thrown at us, we are eternally
together. And if for some reason, if one day you do meet that someone
who fulfills you, and I am replaced, At least I told you what was real
for me and all your worth. I will regret missing you.
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