The person you hate most/ caused you a lot of pain
You gotta love livin', baby, 'cause dyin' is a pain in the ass.
Frank sinatra
this writing goes to you.
lady in my dream.. lady of my sunshine
this is not yearning of being lose you.
this is not all the pain i've felt before.
this is just the part of them.
when you saying something i can't understand
with my heart and my mind.
when you are never be there when i'm sad.
though i will still here be with you.
for ever.
yet i know love is not a calculation
of how much i give all i have to you.
how many attention and love i give to you
but i receive insatiable pain.
when you get me to start thinking of who i am.
as i am being nothing for you.
and it makes the stream of tears, drowning into my cheek.
you start hurting me.
not with only your words.
that even you won't see me at all.
this is an elusive dream for me.
that you will thinking of me.
do you know how hardest part of my single day.
that i keeping this feeling for ever.
and now i said.
i forgive you.
because the mean of forgive is for give
this is love i know. from you.
that love isn't always give and take.
even you sometimes forsake me. underestimate me.
for someone i didn't know whether he's really loving or you or not.
f*** it.
everyday.
i'm enchanted to meet you.
i hate for waking up. starting my day.
just to know that you are so far from me.
this time i knew it.
if someday i won't be there to guide you and someone will take it back.
this is small present from me.
He sent from heaven that i'd prayed to God for you.
I'll carved your name in every tree.
i named you in my every night. Thousands time.
you will surely loved because how lovely you are for me.
dream on baby.
this time.
i take this dream with me.
i take my dream with you.
i've already kept it on my mind so no one steal it.
no one..
will have the same dream with me.
yes, i'm broken.
fix me..
-you don't want to?
*no need to worry.
i love you with every single piece of my broken heart.
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